The incident which I have started penning down is about my first sexual encounter with a matured lady Sheela, to whom I use to address Sheela Didi, because she was 7-8 years elder than me. Anyways If I had to start it from the starting then I will say that I am Naveen, a boy of a urban city, at that time I was little shy in talking to girls and never dared to had any girlfriend and never tried anything weird with any girl because of my bashful nature.
Anyway somehow after finishing my bachelors in commerce stream and after learning few well known accounts software, I joined one company which was located in the one of the business city of U.P bit away from my urban city and the female about whom I writing, Sheela didi was working in that company from last 7- 8 years as a operator of the accounts software.
Though I was much younger than her in age and work experience, I was ranked above her, in monitory concern because I was educationally and professionally more qualified than her. In the beginning I was facing bit ignorant behavior from her, (may because of some sort of inferiority complex or she must be having job insecurity because of me) but gradually because of my reserved and calm nature things went smooth and we started working as a team.
She was divorcee, only child of her parents who were old enough now and she was living with her parents after separation from her husband, and since then she was working here in this company. So with in next couple of months we were good friends and as such in my mind there were no such thoughts for her,
and I can say that she did not had impressive personality to influence a boy like me, though she was fair an average looking female and had good height nearly equal to me, and nice big breast, with bit of tummy even then I never got attracted towards her, may be because of her typical gestures of that state, can say bit of villagy looks and way of talking, though she was well educated, average in English like me.
As I said I use to address her Didi after her name, because everybody use to address her like that except main boss, Anand bhaiya. Couple of times she told me not to address her Didi but I never stopped addressing her Didi till now. Anyway bit more of time passed and we became good friends and by that time I became important part of that company and main boss started trusting me,
(actually Anand Bhaiya (main boss) was my uncle's friends and I was sent by my uncle to him because he needed trusted people to rely on. After couple of more months Anand Bhaiya told me that he is shifting me to some other city and I have to look after the whole work of that counter, mainly accounts and money transactions and bit of management.
I can say that till then neither I thought about Sheela Didi in that context nor she showed any such intentions from her gesture to me about any physical or sexual attraction towards me. But yes couple of times she reflected bit sadness as I was going away and by that time we were good friends.
Before leaving one laptop was provided to me by Anand Bhaiya for my work and now our document communication had only one way that is through net and Sheela Didi was mode of that communication because main boss Anand Bhaiya was computer illiterate, and truly speaking particularly this communication started my new relation with Sheela Didi.
For few weeks conversation and emails between me and Sheela Didi was normal and to the point in context of work except few casual question from her side that how I am feeling in the new town and new setup, and all. Gradually we started chatting and in the beginning conversation while chatting was very ordinary. Though I have saved those chats too.
But I think writing those ordinary chats here will be waste of time and energy, so straight away I would like to switch to the chat from where things started turning in the different direction, and before that I will say, friends now I am writing whatever I chatted with Sheela Didi word to word in a story format and most of her words were Hindi written in English and I writing it as it is
because those conversing words has its own pleasure and at certain places those Hindi words which we spoke while talking to each other raise sexual urge and I don’t want to ruin that feel of Hindi words of our chatting and conversation, for those for those who don't understand Hindi I have to say sorry to them, though I have tried to translate it in English too as much as possible but I am not that good in English,
so I am sure grammatically it will be worst script on the blog.. For sure I have refined that chat to make it easy to read, because as we know lot of questions and answers go up and down in order while chatting and sometimes we use shortcuts, to ignore that I have rephrased my chats with her in easier format to understand.
Anyway I remember nearly after fifteen twenty days after my posting to new place this happened, I was sitting in my office in the evening and Sheela Didi called me and asked me if we can chat because Anand Bhaiya was not in office at that time and she was bit free for next one hour. I said Ok to it as I was also free and it was our regular practice and we use to chat for 10-15 minutes daily.
After bit of ordinary conversation in which she told me that Anand Bhaiya has gone out Sheela Didi asked me, “ aur kahiye, shaadi kab kar rahe hain”? (means when are you planning to get married). “Filhaal near future mein to aisa koi program nahi hai”( means no plans in near future) I wrote back.“Arre karlijeye shaadi bhi, age to ho hi gayi hai” (means go ahead do it, you are already at that age) Sheela Didi replied. “
nahi yaar I am not prepared for marriage” I wrote back casually. “Why, I mean kya problem hai, you are settled in the job and earning good now, aur kya chahiye”? She asked back, in the same fashion. I wrote back”nahi earning ki koi baat nahi hai, mentally I am not prepared for marriage” She asked again something and I was surprised with her question, “mentally or physically”?
For few seconds I was stunned, first time this type of matter came in our conversation and I could not think what to write back. I just waited for few more seconds to think and and she sent few question marks like, “?????” to ask what happened, after few more seconds she wrote again, “arre kya hua, bura maan gaye kya”? (means what happened, hope you didn’t mind that)
“nahi bura to nahi mana, but I was bit shocked actually I was not expecting this from you” I replied. “ arre just take me as a friend, and this is nothing people do lot more non-veg conversation while chatting” she wrote back. “I know people do, but I was not expecting this from you”. ”just relax yaar take me as friend and tell me”
She replied as if nothing is different and I was in surprise. “tell what”? I asked back “are you afraid of sex”. This time she became more frank and asked me straight forward. I just wrote”No” “I think you are” Sheela Didi immediately wrote back. “No I am not, and I think we are going too far in this” I replied back.
“arre yaar ye sab kuch nahi hai, logg to isse bhi jayada gandi gandi baaten karten hain” ( means come on this is nothing, people do lot more dirty chat while chatting) Once again Sheela Didi tried to behave casually. “There is a difference, wo logg ek dusre ko jaante nahi hain” I replied, and before she would have wrote anything I wrote again,
“unhon ne kabhi ek dusre ko dekha nahi hota, aur hum logg ek dusre ko jaante hain iss liye ye sab awkward lagg raha hai” finally I finished my sentence in three times, ( means There is a difference, those people don’t know each other, and we know each other, that is why I am feeling awkward) and she wrote back after few seconds,
“Then assume ki aap mujhe nahi jaante, aur mujhe kabhi nahi dekha, aur khul ke boliye jo bolna hai” (means Then assume we don’t know each other and we have not seen each other and speak freely). I was really shocked with this as I was expecting that she will end up this then and there, but she tried to continue chatting on the same subject.
Finally I wrote, “maine kya bolna hai, aap bolo jo bolna hai” (what should I say, you go ahead) Sheela Didi sensed my mental state and wrote back, “you are confused” “Haan, thoda sa” (yes) I replied. Sheela Didi wrote back in two parts, “to fir decide kar lijiye, karni hai ya nahi main force nahi karr rahi, I am ready for anything, neat and clean chatting or non-veg chatting whatever”(then decide you want to do it or not).
I smiled at my end with her statement and wrote back, “aap bahut bold ho” (you are very bold) She wrote back, again in two parts, “main bold nahi hoon, aap darpok ho, arre non-veg chatting hi to karni hai aapko sex karne ke liye thoda na bol rahi hoon” (I am not bold, you are coward, I am just asking to do non-veg chat, not asking you do have sex with me).
I was really very surprised with the way she wrote, I felt as is she had spoken to me face to face. Once again she wrote and asked back, “Ab boliye karni hai ya nahi” (now tell, you want to do it or not) “I am really very confused”, I replied, “try kariye, achha lagega” (just try, you will feel good) she wrote again.
Finally I wrote, “Ok aap start karo” She wrote “Ok” and again wrote, “ Bataiye aapko sex karne se darr lagta hai na”? (tell me, you are afraid of sex). Once again she asked me straight forward and once again I felt as if she is sitting in my front and speaking, mainly because she was writing Hindi in English and formation of her sentences were same as she use to speak and I could visualize her voice in those sentences.
Anyway, I wrote back, “May be, I am not sure” “Ok tell me, kabhi kisi ladki ko dekha hai” (ok tell me, have you ever seen a girl) Sheela Didi continued and I replied “Haan, dekha hai” (yes, I have seen) “Kisko” (who) she asked back, I wrote, “Bahut ladkiyon ko dekha hai” (I have seen many girls) she waited for few seconds, and wrote back, “Idoit, I mean Kisi ladki ko naked dekha hai”.
(Idoit, I mean have you ever seen a naked girl) I realized my mistake and understood meaning of her question, and wrote back, “movies mein dekha hai” (I have seen in movies) “movies mein nahi, actually mein dekha hai” (not in movies, have you seen them in real) she asked back. “nahi, kabhi mauka hi nahi milla” (no I never got a chance) I replied back.
She wrote back in two parts, “mauka apne aap nahi milta, banana padta hai, hamare gaaon mein aapki age mein ladke baap ban jate hain”. (chance will not come to you, you have to make it, in my village guys become father at your age) I smiled again on her casual reply on forbidden subject and wrote back, “kya karoon, nahi kar paya”.
Sheela Didi wrote again, and again long sentence in two parts, “to abb to kariye, aas pass try kariye koi na koi mil jaayegi, nahi to suhag raat pe kuch kar nahi paayenge” (then do it now, look for a girl around you, unless you will not be able to do anything on wedding night) that was even harder dose for me, and I replied somehow, “jo hoga dekha jaayega” “let’s see, I will face it).
By this time I was also getting free and I wrote back after gathering some courage, “ aap bataao,aapke saath jab suhagraat pe hua to kaisa lagga tha”, (means, you tell what did you felt when it happened to you on your wedding night) Sheela Didi took some time to write and finally text appeared which was bit more surprising to me, “ sach bolun to maine to shaadi se pahle hi kar liya tha”
( if I will speak truth, then I will say, I was done before marriage) I asked back, “Kiske sath”? (with whom) she replied, “tha ek, mere gaaon mein” (there was a guy of my village) “aap dono ka affair tha” (both of you had affair) I asked back,
and Sheela Didi replied back “Nahi jee, Gaaon mein affair nahi hote, sidha sex hota hai” (no, affair do not happen in village, straight away sex happens) again she wrote, “ wo kafi din se mere oopar line maar raha tha, aur main bhi line de rahi thi” (he was trying with me, from long, and I too was interested)
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